The hermit’s cell

There is no roof on the hermit’s cell,
which makes it easier
to contact heaven

Stones and bones stud the hill above
firmly embedded
in it for the long haul

Old fortifications hang round
like a necklace
rock threaded to rock

And from the summit
the cell is a ring
dropped into the wilderness
between sea and sea

where no-one passes,
and only angels linger,
gathering forgotten prayers

 

This one of a number of my poems about Iona, published this week in a 48-page paperback, The Road Ends, with accompanying photographs. It is available from me by hand for £5, or £6 if I have to post it to you. Contact me at the e-mail address at the bottom of this page.

Swans

Next morning, the valley was covered with swans
white for purity
gifts of the spirit

we had been searching the city with lamps
rooting out complacency

we found the dregs of wine
in dusty cellars
and people told us
nothing would happen
either good or bad

there was a blurring of boundaries
and the keys to the kingdom
had been laid aside
the gates unguarded

no-one expected the swans
not even the priests and princes

purity destroys crooked paths
gifts burn the fingers of the idle

Something is required

Something is required of me
I stand on the quay
as the moon folds itself
over the incoming tide

Something is required of me
the sky is full of rain
bells do not ring
there are dogs in the streets

Something is required of me
I climb to the highest point
of the yellow hill
I am surrounded

Something is required of me
I have touched each magic stone
but there is no voice

I fall in love with an island girl
hair black as a forgotten dream
eyes like the sea
and she brings songs to me

I cannot hold her
she dissolves like salt
in the ancient air
on the angels’ hill

Something is required of me
something silver perhaps
something seen from the side

I close my eyes
but cannot sleep

Something is required of me
I go to Columba’s Bay
and throw many stones
into the sea

 

I wrote this poem while staying on Iona earlier this year

 

Shadows

In the dying evening, when the sun has passed on
but its memory remains
you stand beside the jousting grounds
and listen for sounds of war
among the gilded houses

The river is out of sight, so too the city walls;
a hundred years ago
there was coming and going much like this
until the balance shifted

You look for the shadows of those who walked away
and find ripples in the air,
thunder and lightning in the distance

You wonder if you know too much
or too little

You wish that names on Norwich graves
did not fade so quickly

This poem was written for a commemoration service at St Augustine’s Church, Norwich, on 3 August 2014. It contains references to the parish as well as to the first world war.

Flood levels

looking for dry ground,
he quarters the fields
but the flood plain here
could swallow an army

and suck birds from the sky

his unnatural boat
crawls from lane to lane
obeying speed limits
colliding with the unknown

something moving under water

it is too late for retreat
strategies have gone down
and do not resurface:
a new landscape is being formed

grey islands taking shape

there are rumours of different tides
retrenchment
new offensives
brave new worlds

cures for drowning

looking for dry ground
he searches the old maps
the front lines
the ways home, seeking

the infinitesimal edge

 

 This poem relates firstly to the floods in Somerset and secondly to the mud in which so many soldiers drowned in the first world war: so it is doubly topical.

Breakthrough

After months in the trenches
unexpectedly
daffodils broke through at dawn
and have occupied
the back garden

They make no onward move,
standing at ease as if
awaiting further orders

It should all be over soon:
there is thunder in the distance

But for the moment
a still sky spills sun
on to the tortured earth,
over the top,
creating a masterpiece

Pelican

And so I have gone over
to the other side:
fresh voices echo into the future,
becoming distant,

and leave me behind,
sitting on the dock,
the wind sweeping lazily across
unfamiliar shallows

An absence of snakes
fills me
with foreboding

Heavy-bodied,
I am a pelican
waddling on the boards,
mouth sharp, grotesque,
getting nowhere

I know there is more:
I watch my brother birds
launch themselves
into the grace of God

where they transform,
skim the waves,
fly like a dream

Holding my ground,
I wish I could let go

Farewell to Philomena

Farewell to Philomena
Farewell to Bantry Bay
The blossom’s out in Baltimore
But no, I cannot stay

I will not say I’m dreaming
The sun is coming through
God knows there is a meaning
In everything you do

Yes, I remember Skibbereen
And the cliffs at Mizen Head
I cannot see you any more
The living or the dead

Farewell to Philomena
Farewell to Bantry Bay
The blossom’s out in Baltimore
And no, I cannot stay

You stood there on the mountain road
With angels in your hair
You tried to see the future
The future was not there

I will not say I’m dreaming
The sun is coming through
God knows there is a meaning
In everything you do

Farewell to Philomena
Farewell to Bantry Bay
The blossom’s out in Baltimore
And no, I cannot stay

 

These are the lyrics to a song inspired by my neighbour, Philomena, who died recently.  She came from Baltimore, in an area of southern Ireland I happened to visit a few years ago.

stillness inside

reeds by the stream
direct the sun downwards,
opening doors:
I stand rooted to dry land,
locked in an old landscape

a bare branch
above the water
a scratch of stalks –
as harsh and as sharp
as this life torn by pain

no clear path here
in this shadowy web
of tangled twigs:
I tilt my head to discern
ripples of the future

listening
for small sounds of life
and renewed hope – 
the splash of a fish
catching frail damselflies

sounds of the past
roar along the river,
shifting focus:
here at the eye of the storm
stillness reaches inside

 

[This is another of the tanka strings from my new book, written in conjunction with Joy McCall and called Stillness Lies Deep. Joy’s words are in italics. The book is available from Mousehold Press.]

caverns

we lit candles
in the ruined church
and wept –
where is the God
to save us from ourselves?

wax spills outwards,
accidental patterns
on empty air:
prayer fills the vacant space,
sending unexpected love

the emptiness
of deep pits and dark caves;
the silences –
let me not rush to fill them
with mindless broken words

from the caverns
of too reluctant hearts
water rises:
filling the flood plains where
we build fortresses of sand

candle flame dies,
the winter tides erode
unsettled sand –
holy water and dark earth
are strange bedfellows

 

[This is one of the tanka strings from my new book, written in conjunction with Joy McCall and called Stillness Lies Deep. In this particular pentaptych, Joy’s words are in italics. The book is available from Mousehold Press.]